Friday 12 April 2013

today is MY DAY

Alhamdulillah ..
Aku masih membuka mata hari ini ..

Jauh disudut hati ...

Today's my 32nd birthday,
and I should be partying like every other single women would be.
I don't know what brought me to this paper, I guess I just really miss you....

Today, I should be celebrating, but instead I'm cleaning the mascara marks that followed the path of my tears down my face. Non of my friends know about you in my life .. no body are with me and tell me that I should smile and enjoy my single life, How lonely I am??
There's an aching in my heart where you used to be.
 
I turn 32 today, living without you.
Truth is, it's only my heart craving in the past. In reality, time is still going by.. Even without you.
It's hard to face it, but it's real. You're far from me .. You're not coming back to me... You're not here anymore, not in my heart anymore. Your smile is faded. I take a deep breath, clothes my eyes to make a wish, but I see your face.. I hide behind a fake smile, open my eyes.
I blow out my candles, but nothing happens. Wish you are here....

Moga Allah memperkenankan segala hajat & doaku ..
Amin..

13 comments:

  1. Happy bday! Smoga diberkati Allah SWT dunia akhirat.....n bertemu jodoh! Jgn berhenti berharap dgn Allah SWT ye......be happy in life. Jodoh klu x di dunia....insyaallah di akhirat Allah SWT dh adakn jodoh di syurga nnti!

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    1. Tq Ibuhani ..
      Sejukkk hati membaca doa & kata2 perangsang ini ...
      amin ...

      ^^

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  2. happy birthday chenta, beza 3 tahun dari akak..
    moga segala impian mu menjadi kenyataan..insha Allah

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    1. TQ Kak Tihara ..

      Ye ke ... hehehhe tak jauh beza nya ..

      Amin ... moga-moga kan ..(^ ^)

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  3. itu lah chenta, tak kawen org sebok suh kawen..dah kawen, lambat dapat anak orang asik tanya kenapa, kenapa?
    padahal semua jawapannya ada pada Allah..kita cuma boleh usaha termampu dan tawakal..sabar..hurmm hee :)

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    1. A ah kak ..
      Chenta jumpa kawan Chenta last month pun kata ayat yang sama ...

      Tapi Chenta bangga dengan ketabahan akak ..
      & Chenta bersemangat lepas dengar ceramah Ustaz Kazim Elias bulan lepas ... ^^

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  4. salam kenal. singgah sini terus follow. jom tukar link, citer dan pendapat. kalu sudi, jom ke teratak saya juga, maceh.... :p

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  5. happy belated birthday chenta, akak doakan segala yang terbaik buat centa...

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  6. happy belated birthday chenta, akak doakan segala yang terbaik buat centa...

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    1. haiya pn 9n0L4
      ini baru kira really belated lorr...

      anywhere TQ very much!!

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